This ends up >>>

Good at what I want to do / the things that I don't want to do / are things that get notice / feed an iffy purpose / so really get focused / because working without distraction / the work gets done / chasing some hypothetical arrival / seems altogether multimaniacal / there's quiet (inside) hiss of locust / crack of red between the crocus / and now you're thinking of ballroom blitz / plot twist instead of bliss ...