all day long vipassana retreat every day

My hands are clammy, my voice trembles, sweat has built up in my contained regions, and I'm reticent to show happiness in the face of positive development. I'm a scared biological creature-assembly, and maybe even more than that the observer and the observed, self-centered though this assessment may be, and insignificant in the vast sea of souls hiding and showing by cycle their fearstates and their transcendent non-nature. All this is a thing that gets the going to go as if it's the most logical happenstance, but it's annoying, and here's the secret, okay. Day one is well.